In the image of God

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I begin by stating that I believe there is an essence, an intelligence, in the universe which we could, for want of a better word, describe as God.

However, what are we to make of the statement in the Bible that man, male and female, was created in the image of God? This sounds more like a breeding program. We could be the result of some sort of directed evolution, possibly by an external but completely physical entity whom we choose to call God. The claim that we are made in the image of the universal intelligent essence, not the scientist who perhaps took an evolving aquatic chimp and turned them into us, is a horrendous mistake. If anything, we have created a god in our image. Which mistake has led to millennia of disasters. We are, like everything in the universe, including our creator, part of the universal essence, but to separate that from everything that is, and call it God, and then proceed to say that we are made in the image of that invention is surely hubris beyond description.

Climate Cafe

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So, why was I interested in attending a climate cafe? And why have I continued to attend, month after month for several years?

A number of years ago I attended a writers workshop mentored by George Elliot Clarke. Although I think he was singularly uninterested in the jottings of a (then) middle aged white woman he did make one remark which I found quite enlightening. He said everything I’d shown him had something about nature in it, and I should try to find out why. I’d never realised this. So I considered my accumulated writings dating back to schooldays and for the most part he was absolutely right.

My earliest memory is of sitting on a blanket surrounded by things I did not even know the names of yet, but it was grass, and a little way away, rather blurry to my eyes, bright colours of flowers and more green of the leaves of trees. I was born in Africa and some of what I remember of those first years were sunflowers towering over me, a hedgehog, white ants, and later a desire to be taken to see animals like lions and giraffes. I never was. I had to wait to go to zoos in England and North America for those.

As a child at summer camp on the Northumberland shore, a tween and teen on holiday in Cape Breton, an adult with a home which boasted a big backyard with a wild patch at the end of the property, and only a block away from the harbour, I’ve always found peace in being surrounded by the natural world. My deepest regret about moving from that home to where where I live now was losing even the meagre night sky which city dwelling allows. Only once since moving have I seen a sky with enough stars in it to pick out a constellation or two, otherwise it’s the moon, a planet or several, and once a star I was able to identify as Fomalhaut, one of the brightest stars in the northern sky.

So, climate cafe. It is profoundly distressing to me that this miracle planet is being wantonly destroyed by a type of great ape which is too smart for its own good yet severely lacking in good sense. Human population has roughly quadrupled in my lifetime. During my lifetime instead of most human habitation still being islands of humanity surrounded by “wilderness” – i.e. Nature – it has all flipped, and humans now surround shrinking islands of spaces untouched by us. There’s little an individual can do, unless that individual is head of a powerful country. So we little people do what we can. If we can afford it we buy items with lower environmental impact. We teach our children to honour the natural world, to value all the non-human creatures who also call this planet home, and we suffer as we watch little bits and pieces of an already damaged patch of natural world constantly eroded by our collective actions or inaction.

Climate Cafe helps to steady me, to know that there are many who love the Earth as I do.

How and why did we get here?

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Looking back, seeing those moments when we could have chosen a better way. The Berlin wall fell. But we didn’t support Russia as it shed its past. Left it for the oligarchs and a new generation of despots to pick up the pieces. Carter put solar panels on the White House, and Reagan removed them.

After 9/11 the world was suffused with sympathy and goodwill towards the USA. Which squandered that moment by seeking revenge and harming thousands of innocent people. Americans didn’t ask why they had been a target. Arab spring blossomed then those flowers fell to violence and loss. Why???

Did we learn any lessons from the financial collapse, result of sheer avarice, of the early 2000s? Apparently not. What about the children who marched, inspired by Greta Thunberg? Who heeded their voices as they shouted to the adults that they had a right to grow up and inhabit a livable planet?

Then another key moment, the SARS-CoV-2 pandemic when the whole world was united against a common enemy. How quickly the promise of a new world emerging dissolved into the incomprehensible dystopia all around us today.

Makes one believe in the devil, or at least in a strange flaw in human nature that makes us destroy what we love, discard what we need.

Historical thoughts

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“Render unto Caesar the things which are Caesar’s, and unto God the things that are God’s.”

Decluttering does have its benefits, although I’ve not been as disciplined about it as planned during Lent. Today, however, I reached into a box which appeared to have a lot of things I’d written neatly filed away, and randomly pulled this out, dated 18 December, 2006.

“Render unto Caesar the things which are Caesar’s, and unto God the things that are God’s.” But what happened when the Christianised Constantine unfurled his banner and frightened the pagans into submission? Did God and Caesar become one? Ever since have we been bowing to a two-headed god, God made in the image of man, and empire mistaken for heaven?

Not that no good came of this. The template of civilisation imposed by the Romanised church upon barbarian chaos kept alive in the West the memory of better times until new life was transfused from the East, ironically through the new prophet, Mohammed.

For a time, perhaps as long as four hundred years, the three Peoples of the Book flourished in mediaeval Spain. Someone has even written a book describing Cordoba as “The ornament of the world.” (Maria Rosa Menocal, a title she got from a tenth century nun, Hroswitha, a Saxon nun who described Cordoba thus in a poem.) Who could then have imagined that in the future lay the Spanish Inquisition, later the Holocaust, today (remember this was written eighteen years ago) the everyday horror of Islamist terrorism. Perhaps this is what happens when human beings confuse Caesar with God?

If we could rewrite history, to the moment when Caesar imposed his idea of Christianity upon Europe, could we discover what went wrong? Or perhaps we should go back even further, to the time just after Jesus’ death when Saint Paul took it upon himself to convert the Gentiles. Should the Christians always have remained a sect of Judaism? Would they then have kept their connection to God, the pathway to salvation that Jesus sought to reveal?

We cannot rewind history. We can only continue into the future, time travellers all, but only in one direction. Are we now reaching a fork in the road, another place where we can choose either to create a time of high civilisation, or (what seems more likely) to sink even further into darkness and unknowing?

Jean M Chard 18 December, 2006

Meditation upon the bright blue feathers of a dead blue jay

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Why are we told that a blue jay is not “really” blue, that the colour is no more than the way its feathers refract light, there is no blue pigment? One might as well say that a rainbow is not “really” multi-coloured because it contains no pigment, is no more than the refraction of light.

Similarly, we need not believe there is no life after death just because the body disintegrates into its constituent molecules like a building collapsing into dust. Maybe life is no more dependent upon the body than colour is dependent upon pigment. Perhaps life is a kind of refraction of a fundamental quality of the universe, as colour is a way that we see light?

Written after seeing a dead blue jay beside the road, 29.10.23

Halifax Harbour

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The harbour is like hammered pewter. A small green and white fishing boat loudly slices an impossible gash through the metallic surface. Above, watercolour clouds shift, bloom, fade, reveal, conceal patches of eggshell sky. In the distance a drifting shower brushes the sea like a wedding veil.

(first draft 24.11.16, while walking along Dartmouth’s Harbourwalk Trail)

Lucid Dream

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Dark night, am I asleep? My eyes seem to be open, but I know they are closed. A beautiful, intricate lattice forms overhead. Could I climb through it? My attention wanders slightly and when I look back with my closed eyes all I see are strings, or ropes, dangling just out of reach. I try to make these seem beautiful too, but they are not. There is a woman in the room where I am dreaming and she speaks from over by the wall. She is holding the edge of a door, or is it the lid of a box on its side, and with a smile, opening the door slightly, indicates that I can go this way.

I sit bolt upright, opening my eyes to my waking room and say aloud, “NO! I am not ready!”

But how easy it seemed, how easily I could have slipped out of my room forever into some other place.

“You can’t force people to have a garden.”

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I hope he had his tongue in his cheek, the person who replied to me, when I spoke about the importance of green space and connection to nature when planning new buildings in cities. But I’m not sure. He seemed quite willing to force people to live in concrete towers.

Access to the natural world doesn’t have to be a personal garden. It can be a public park, or even the temporary meadow which springs up in a neglected empty lot. I object to the term “vacant land” when referring to a patch of Earth filled with thousands of non-human beings.

Open a Drawer

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A small reward for some desultory decluttering. Found a writing prompt, with my efforts, dated 9 May, 2005. Open a drawer. After fiddling around with some cliches I had turned the paper over and written “I’m not going to open the drawer – I don’t have the key”. Sounds like my life.